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Tuesday, 3 January 2012

reflections on "MY REVOLUTIONS", novel by Hari Kunzru



Several friends and old comrades have been informing me for years now that I'm mentioned in the novel My Revolutions by esteemed British author Hari Kunzru. Last week I visited the Chapters bookstore in Belleville, where I found a copy marked down to $5 from the original price of $28.50. The omens were obvious - it was time to read this fictionalized account of Britain's radical 1970s revolutionaries, The Angry Brigade.

My Revolutions by Hari Kunzru
published by Dutton, Penguin Group
January 2008/copyright 2007

isbn 978-0-525-94932-9
280 pages

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barebones of the plot:
A member of the late 1960s-early 1970s British revolutionary group, The Angry Brigade, has lived underground for 16 years. Over the years he has drifted from the revolutionary vanguard of squats and Marxist-Leninist politics and activism, including bombings, to accepting an awkward, and secret, middleclass existence. Then circumstances suddenly force him to surface.
- added Jan. 7/12

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I'm going to type away, Stones blasting Let It Bleed in the background, while I sip Triple Sec and swig a Zywiec beer or two to stimulate reflections on the book and those distant, terrifying but beautifully inspiring, times  : )   ... bear with me ... if you dare ...

(The reference to me comes under the heading Historical Note on pages 279 - 280. "I have drawn on Ron Bailey's account of actions by London Squatters and Chris Faiers's account of the occupation of 144 Piccadilly by the London Street Commune, among many other sources.) - I wish Hari had given credit to my 1990 book,  Eel Pie Dharma: a memoir/haibun, as well as to me. In a conversation with friend Terry Barker, he suggested the publisher's lawyers would likely have had a say in who, and how, sources were referenced in the credits. I am most grateful, no matter, to Hari, for receiving mentions both in his book and on his interesting blog.

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footnote:
Canadian literary icon Josef Skvorecky died today. In 1968 he fled the brutal Soviet invasion of his country, Czechoslovakia, following the Prague Spring. It was 1969 when I left the U.S. of A. forever to avoid conscription in their brutal imperialist war against the Vietnamese.

It's an ironic historical confluence that so many writers, poets esp., escaped these two dominant Cold War imperialist superpowers at the end of the 1960s and converged in Canada. Josef was escaping the Iron Curtain, while I, and tens of thousands of others Amerikan residents, were escaping the viciousness of the Amerikan imperialist war on Vietnam.

Capitalist & Communist escapees converge in Canada - late 1960s!

Oh, Kanada, (OH WORLD!), what lessons you have received from your literary escapees! Are you even fu**ing listening!?

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Yeah, back to the book, my memories ... (too many hits of Triple Sec already?) ...

I had problems with the first 50 or 60+ pages of the novel, and the protagonist, Chris Carver (hmm, interesting name choice) had become a middleclass Brit, very boring, and I couldn't feel any empathy, much less sympathy, for him. I almost gave up reading the book.

The next night I gave the novel a final chance. And then the power of the story kicked in, and I couldn't put the book down!

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Like the novel's protagonist, Chris Carver, I've been a progressive "radical",  political activist, eventually a Marxist-Leninist, and an occupier of 'hippie' squats in the 1960s-70s, even a meditating Buddhist. I don't know of any other literary protagonist who has shared these seemingly disparate belief systems, lifestyles and practices.

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break and dinner time - back later - will post what's written so far ...

- Chris 
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parallels with Earle Birney's novel Down the Long Table

Once I got into the book I was struck by the similarities between Kunzru's narrative and that of Canadian poet and novelist Earle Birney's semi-autobiographical novel Down the Long Table (1955). Both books share a very similar narrative arc, in which the protagonist, a somewhat callow and disaffected youth, joins a Trotskyist group to gain the attention and affections of a beautiful young woman.
  
It's been about 35 years since I read Down the Long Table. I read it after spending three years as an active comrade in the Canadian Liberation Movement, which finally dissolved in sectarian squabbles around 1975. I felt very naive and foolish when I finally read Birney's account, but while reading My Revolutions I recognized this same pattern repeating itself with this story of the Angry Brigade - a socially idealistic political naif becoming sucked into a Marxist-Leninist cult.

I strongly recommend the next generation of young political activists, the "Occupy People", read both these novels. Doing so may save them much time and angst.

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... more to follow

what was I thinking back then?

After my mother read my late 1980s memoir of those times, Eel Pie Dharma: a memoir/haibun,  she asked me what I was thinking during those troubled times. Perhaps Kunzru's novel better answers this question  than my own narrative. In EPD I wrote thumbnail sketches of my life squatting in the abandoned Eel Pie Island Hotel, my impressions of other hippies, narratives of various travels to exotic locales like Formentera, Wales and Ireland. But WHAT was I thinking?

Kunzru has protagonist Chris Carver reflecting from time to time on the horrors of the Vietnam War. I shared this dominant thought during that period - basically, "Thank God I'm alive and not dropping
napalm on innocent women and children and the courageous fighters of a third world country being invaded by a vicious imperialist power!" 

The Vietnam War, and our opposition to it, the collective horror those of us with a conscience, this we constantly felt and experienced as our primary and ongoing thought. Kunzru captures this well. This was my personal mantra back then, & over 4 decades later, I still reflect from time to time that Thank God I didn't participate in that evil war.

I first opposed the Vietnam War with a mimeographed 'underground' newspaper cleverly titled Papers (more of a leaflet), organizing a campus group, the Student Action Committee (SAC - get the pun? - same acronym as Strategic Air Command) - then finally and desperately leaving the U.S. when I received 3 draft notices in a single week in early June 1969. These are the proudest things I've done in my life. From discussions with other Vietnam War resisters, 'dodgers', and deserters, this was the proudest and most defining action of all of our lives.

added Jan. 7/12

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Hyper social conscience* as pathology?

I read very little fiction these days, after having been a confirmed bookworm since a young age. Several years ago I decided to take an extended break from this lifelong addiction, and  one benefit is I have far more time to reflect on the few books of fiction I do carefully choose. I'm finding My Revolutions was a wise choice and is worthy of continued reflections and analysis.

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The protagonist, Chris Carver, and the other main characters who are members of the Angry Brigade, perhaps share what I'm naming a "hyper social conscience". Perhaps this psychological condition can most easily be explained by its counterparts, sociopathy and psychopathology. The Angry Brigaders care too much. If such a thing is possible, they have developed far too much of a social conscience. too much geopolitikal awareness, to function "normally" in their society. This hyper sensitivity and awareness is the complete opposite of sociopaths and psychopaths, who lack any normal feelings of empathy and concern for other human beings. 

*hyper social conscience:  I believe I am coining the term in this piece - maybe not? As a widely published poet I've coined many neologisms (new words/terms) over the years, including the term emotional IQ in my 1983/84 poem Five Minutes Ago They Dropped the Bomb. A decade later I was browsing a Belleville, Ontario bookstore and came across a best seller with this very title. Coincidence? Appropriation of intellectual property? Who knows, who cares? Some clever psych grad student may find this term and expand it into their thesis, or a better-connected popular writer may publish a bestseller with this idea. Power to you - but I'd appreciate a credit  :  )

note: I Googled the words hyper social conscience, and altho there were almost 55,000 hits, none of these were exact matches for these three words (at least in the first 3 pages I looked at). So maybe I have coined a new term!
 
added Jan. 8/12


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Monday, 2 January 2012

Open Book Newsletter: best of 2011


HAPPY NEW YEAR! THE BEST OF OPEN BOOK

Dear Readers,

Happy New Year! For your reading pleasure, we have assembled for you a list of 2011's most-loved articles and features on Open Book: Toronto and Open Book: Ontario.

In 2011, we welcomed new contributors, we were dazzled (again) by the incredible talent of our Writers in Residence, we continued to map literary Ontario and we worked hard to keep you in the know about Canadian authors, hot topics in the Ontario lit scene, exciting new Canadian books and literary events in your neighbourhood and across our fine province.

This year, we will celebrate our fifth anniversary. Thank you, dear Readers! Your enthusiasm and curiosity about all things literary in Ontario is what keeps Open Book going. We couldn't do it without you.

And now, the Best of Open Book for 2011.

OUR WRITERS IN RESIDENCE
Each month, Open Book: Toronto welcomes a new Writer In Residence who lends his or her wisdom, charm, talent and wit to the website. A round of applause, please, for our 2011 WIRs, whose smart, timely and intriguing posts made OBT a destination for book lovers from all over the world: Kate Pullinger, Jeff Latosik, Angela Hibbs, Ian Daffern, Amy Lavender Harris, Devyani Saltzman, Jessica Westhead, Fraser Sutherland, Liz Worth, Farzana Doctor, Dorothy Ellen Palmer and John Brady.

MAPPING LITERARY ONTARIO
Since Open Book: Ontario launched in fall 2010, we've been busy highlighting Ontario's Literary Landmarks on our detailed online map of the province. Readers can click on Landmarks to learn more about the history, present and location, and can also login and contribute words, images, video or audio to the Landmark scrapbooks at anytime.The Map is an opportunity for Open Book readers, staff and contributors to work together and map Ontario's literary places.

In 2011, together, we've added the following Landmarks: House of Anansi Press, Grey Borders, Eden Mills Writers' Festival, Fish Quill Poetry Boat Tour, Heart of Niagara Writers' Festival, Dr. Pollard Poetry Park, Backbeat Books, The Bookshelf, Spring Pulse Poetry Festival, Richard Outram's House, Words Worth Books Knowledge Bookstore The Muskoka Chautauqua Reading Circle, The Ontario Writers' Conference and Wayzgoose.

We also added Port Colborne's Bookmark, Mississauga's Bookmark, Hamilton's Bookmark and Midland's Bookmark in collaboration with Project Bookmark Canada. Thanks to Kate Burgess and Elizabeth Hilborn for their remarkable work on these Landmark pages

We look forward to all reader suggestions and contributions to the Map in 2012!

BARBARA BELL ON LITERATURE AND FITNESS
"A fitness freak, I'm not. A book fanatic, yes. This fixation naturally suggests unhealthily long hours in a sedentary state. Books and physical activity seem mutually exclusive, and I've learned from sad experience that reading and any kind of sport — even walking — can be dangerous to your health." Kingston WritersFest Producer Barbara Bell entertained readers in the fall with her account of staying in shape by coordinating the well-attended literary festival. Read "Festival and Fitness."

DALTON HIGGIN'S CONSIDERS THE HEFT OF A BOOK
"It's one thing to have an albatross around your neck, and then there's the next worst thing, which might be carrying school textbooks on your back." Columnist Dalton Higgins makes a fun pitch for ebooks over textbooks in his widely read article, "Cro-Magnon Kids and David Letterman." Discover his "Top Ten Reasons Textbooks Bite."

SPOTLIGHT ON POETS
What do you get if you bring together twelve talented Ontario poets and one exceptional photographer? A gallery of stunning portraits of members of the CanLit community. In the latest installment of Open Book's Spotlight Series, you can peruse beautiful photographs of some of our country's finest poets enjoying the cool spring air in Toronto.

MELANIE JANISSE'S BOOK DESIGNS
"Now, I am no graphic designer. Nothing about my history dictated that I would become involved in re-branding one of the most tenacious and long-standing presses in Toronto — especially the one that publishes me, but I couldn't resist the ideas forming in my head." Melanie Janisse's article "Dancing Seahorses" provides a fascinating account of the process of book design and discusses Guernica Editions' change of ownership and style.

STACEY MADDEN LOOKS AT THE NEXT DAY
In "Opening Up About Suicide," Stacey Madden writes about the launch for Pop Sandbox's latest book, The Next Day, an intensely moving graphic novel about survivors of suicide attempts. Madden article is thoughtful and empathetic. He writes, "As a rule, Open Book doesn't post reviews or recommendations, but I am going to break that rule. If you are someone who is prone to moodiness, if you sometimes feel like life has kicked your ass so hard there's no possible way you could ever recuperate, if you've ever felt so profoundly alone that, even for a moment, you questioned your own tangible existence — in other words, if you're a human being — I urge you to buy a copy of The Next Day."

THE GREAT CANADIAN WRITER'S CRAFT
In the spring, Toronto high-school students conducted interviews with some of Canada's most exciting and inspiring poets. The interviews feature the savvy journalism of two Writer's Craft classes under the collaborative tutelage of teacher John Ouzas and poet a.rawlings. We were delighted to be able to share the 28 thoughtful and whip-smart interviews with our readers, who were in turn delighted to read them. You can find the interviews on the Writer's Craft page.

ROB MCLENNAN ON THE HISTORY OF SOMEONE
"In June, 2011, the afternoon before the spring edition of the Toronto Small Press Book Fair, Christine McNair and I went to visit Aaron Benson and Deborah Barnett at Someone's new storefront at 1691 Dundas Street West, just by Lansdowne." In rob mclennan's engaging interview with Barnett, we learn about the history of Someone, which is important to the history of CanLit. Read "Four Questions for Deborah Barnett, Someone."

MICHELLE MEDFORD SEARCHES FOR GHOSTS
Notebook and pen in hand, Michelle Medford bravely followed paranormal investigator and author Richard Palmisano on his ghost walk around the CNE grounds in order to write about it for Open Book. While many of the ghosts were "polite," others weren't as friendly, but when leaving the grounds, Michelle and her tour companions were reassured by the medium that their visit wasn't entirely unwelcome: "there's a little boy looking down from the second floor, peering out of a window with a bright light. His name is Oliver and he's waving goodbye." Read "Searching for Ghosts at the CNE with Richard Palmisano" and prepare to have your hair stand on end.

NATHANIEL G MOORE ON BOOK PR
Nathaniel G Moore's October installment of his Conflict of Interest column, "How to Be Your Own PR Book Dream Team," quickly shot to the top of our "Most Popular Reads list." Readers wanted to know about "The Camilla Gibb Effect," how to work social media, planning the launch, the time between publication and review, how friends can lend a helping hand and about the "afterlife" of a book. Moore's column answered pressing questions about book publicity.

SHAUN SMITH'S FICTION CRAFT
"Where do your stories come from?" Shaun Smith asked Douglas Coupland, Terry Fallis, Edeet Ravel, Sean Dixon, Emma Ruby-Sachs, Trilby Kent, Patrick deWitt, Jon Evans and Ken Sparling in "The Story of Stories," the May installment of Smith's ever-popular Fiction Craft series. "The Story of Stories" quickly became one of the best-read articles on the Ontario site, and readers learned the origins of many of their favourite books. We'll tell you this: deWitt's "impetus for The Sisters Brothers was the two words 'sensitive cowboys' scribbled in a note pad." You'll have to read the column to find out where the other writers' stories came from.

BECKY TOYNE VISITS THE BOOK BAKERY
"In deepest Parkdale (literally — it lives in the basement of Capital Espresso), a new project is taking shape..." writes Becky Toyne in her article, "A Library in the Palm of Your Hand. An Artwork in the Pages of Your Library." The Book Bakery is now a well-known publisher of fine books, but back in March when Toyne wrote her column, she was one of the first to explore the exciting new publishing venture.

GEORGE MURRAY'S QUESTIONLESS BOOKS INTERVIEW
George Murray's weekly series, in which he gets famous and fascinating literary types to finish statements about books and publishing, has a seriously devoted following. Visit Murray's Author Blog page for a full list of the interviews (you can also find them in our archives), and find out how the literati finish this statement: "A manuscript that's ready to be read has...."

Coming up in 2012: More engrossing articles, intriguing interviews and photo galleries, fun videos, on-the-scene event coverage, up-to-date book news and engaging and provocative blogging from our Writers in Residence. There's also going to be this great new app....

Best Wishes for 2012!
Open Book: Toronto & Open Book: Ontario


Copyright © Open Book: Ontario, 2010.

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Following is my email to Open Book suggesting the listing of Purdy Country LitFests (PurdyFests) on their Literary Landmark map. Hey, the A-frame and Big Al's grave should be on the map as well.
- Chris


Hi Amy,
How about adding Marmora and our annual Purdy Country LitFests (PurdyFests) to the map of Ontario Literary Landmarks? 2012 will mark our 6th PurdyFest. We've had readings by dozens of Canada's finest poets and several novelists, as well as Symposiums on major literary figures such as Al Purdy, Ted Plantos, and Raymond Souster.

Last summer's feature on Ray Souster resulted in a larger Tribute Evening in Toronto at the Runnymede Public Library. This event was considered auspicious enough to be filmed by TPL, and Quill & Quite did a nice piece on the evening.

Several anthologies of poetry, and many individual books of poetry have also been conceived, negotiated and finally launched at our PurdyFests. The fests are held in the tradition established by Al & Eurithe Purdy at their A-frame cottage in Ameliasburgh, and we're doing our best to continue their hospitable bucolic practice of encouraging 'big city' writers to take their vacations in rural Ontario - on the edge of the Canadian Shield - to experience firsthand the power and beauty of our natural heritage.

Prior to last year's PurdyFest #5 I did a 5-question interview with Open Book about PurdyFests, so there is quite a bit of info online & in your files on the fests.

Best wishes for 2012, and please continue promoting the incredible literary heritage we enjoy in Ontario.

peace & poetry power!
Chris (Faiers)
Marmora, Ontario

zenriver@sympatico.ca

my blog, Riffs & Ripples from ZenRiver Gardens:

http://riffsandripplesfromzenrivergardens.blogspot.com/ 

Saturday, 31 December 2011

New Year's wishes: Stuart Ross poem - cricket haibun


note: For a year I've carefully nurtured the following New Year's email exchange between myself and author/poet/absurdist/literarygoodguy Stuart Ross. Last year I didn't have a blog to share with, so here's our exchange, just a year later.


******************  best wishes for 2012 ***************************
Chris & Chase ... wrooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooof!



Thanks for the haibun, Chris! Very nice.

Country Boy Stu (now with a dog, too!)


On 11-01-02 12:33 AM, "C FAIERS" <zenriver@sympatico.ca> wrote:

thanks, Stuart, for sharing your bucolic New Year's Day 2011 ... ain't it great being 'country boys'  : )
here's the draft of a brief haibun from today:


Today, the first day of 2011, we experienced further 'January thaw'. It was so drizzly Chase wouldn't leave the house for his afternoon poopifying, so I went for a solo stroll along the Crowe River. The new asphalt path is reminiscent of European towpaths, and I wandered protected by my hoody and blue umbrella. The light drizzle turned to heavy fog, almost Thamesish - the mist rolling up the river from the south, against the fast snow melt current. I decided to sit and enjoy the damp day in a small picnic enclosure.

After sitting on the bench for a few minutes, I started samatha meditation to welcome the new year. I focused on a tall white pine across the river. Its top branches were outspread, folding upwards, as if sharing the meditation. When I was in my late teens, worrying about being conscripted into the Vietnam War, I used to sit in our Florida backyard in full lotus position and focus my consciousness in a small bush about 15 feet in front of me. Over 4 decades later, focusing on the distant tree shimmering thru the rolling fog patches, I was reminded of those long ago meditations - it was interesting to speculate that my field of meditative focus has evolved from 15  to about 450 feet in the intervening 43 years. It was very calm and peaceful dripping with the white pine, and I felt refreshed - a shamanic start for the new year and decade.   

thawing branches
drip into fog chill
roots toe ice current

ancient dancer
guards the river
moves once a decade

thanks, Stuart
peace & poetry power!
Chris/cricket 

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Date: Sat, 1 Jan 2011 23:26:45 -0500
Subject: My 2011 New Year Poem for you


Dear friends, relatives, colleagues, comrades!

Here’s wishing you a healthy, happy, artistic 2011. I’m pasting my annual New Year poem below. I hope you enjoy it.


All best to you,

Stuart
Cobourg, Ontario, Canada




THE TENT

I waited for the next year
to be invented. I took a number.
I passed the time creating
brief theatrical productions
in my head. My head hurt.
I dreamed I was a popular blue
soft drink, a gangly dog cartoon,
a sneaky “u” in American labour.
I dreamed I lived in a big city.

You wake up and you are
in a small town. A building
rings bells, and the lake
is just three minutes away;
the bits touching shore
are covered in ice. Are those ducks
frozen in the lake? No,
they are rocks that look like ducks.
Phew. The relieved townspeople
cluster by Town Hall, squeeze hard,
and the “s” pops out. They are
townpeople now. It is only
one town. It is in Canada.
Twenty Eleven kicks the “s”
down the street, whistling a song
my father liked.

My father never met Twenty Eleven.
My father liked Nelson Eddy, who he also
never met. The song was “Dardanella.”
My father and I build a tent
by the water. The water is solid.
We wait. The year is invented.
He teaches me what it can do.


Stuart Ross
1 January 2011      

Thursday, 29 December 2011

snow magick & shamanic summoning


Snow magick has returned to the trails. Here is an an email haibun/mini essay from last January.


Subject: doe and fawn fade/Three Methods of Summoning
Date: Mon, 31 Jan 2011 23:36:42 +0000


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I suspected there was a hidden haiku in last week's long walk behind Zion Church. It's very much a shamanic power spot for me, and after the hike I emailed Sylvia about how the bitter cold, the heavy snow loads on the boughs in the mature pine plantation, and a north wind blowing at just the right speed down the plantation laneways created ghostly wisps. At first I thought I had imagined these ephemeral snow ghosts, but after watching for a few more seconds, a second and then a third thin spectre spiralled past.

Chase and I continued on our hike after experiencing the ghostly procession, and we trudged to the end of the long swamp, which added a half hour each way to our cold journey. It was on our tired return approach to the trail intersection that we saw a doe with her fawn. Like the snow ghosts an hour before, the pair faded into the pine plantation without a sound or trace of their passing.
                                             
                                                           doe and fawn
                                                           fade into pine alleys
                                                           of snow ghosts

I should have anticipated a shamanic encounter. Nature's realms almost always foreshadow their appearances with subtle hints and signs. I was reflecting on snowflea's excellent owl haiku during this afternoon's hike, which reminded me of my own shamanic owl encounter at that spot, and I realized the obvious set-up for the shamanic visit by the doe and fawn. ... so many thanks, snowflea*, for the haijin inspiration  : )


*snowflea is local poet John Hamley's haijin name - his inspiring haiku:

                                                           Silence --
                                                           then an owl's call
                                                           as clear as the stars


credit: John's haiku published in Haiku Canada Review, October 2009 


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a brief essay: THREE METHODS OF SUMMONING


Reflecting on these recent mild shamanic exeriences inspired me to further thoughts on how I encourage, or 'summon', the various spiritual and shamanic realms. I concluded there are three main techniques, which I've used since my teen years. There is the subtle, 'haiku way', of gently experiencing nature, often putting myself into synchronicity with beings in nature on long walks or by staying very still in wild locales, maintaining a very focused alertness for what I term gentle shamanic encounters.

The crudest way, which I've never intentionally practiced, is what our society calls witchcraft. This is the overt, rather crude, summoning of beings from the spirit world through ceremony (i.e. 'bell, book & candlery'). Several times I've done this accidentally through psychedelic experimentations.

The third way of access is through meditation. This is the truest, safest and most satisfying method of connecting with spirit, or higher consciousness, realms. This method also occasionally grants observable, even demonstrable, siddhi powers, like 'sliding' streetlights.

Our materialistic, 'scientific' society often gets things backwards. These incredible contacts with higher, and very different, levels of consciousnesses aren't so much goals to be sought for themselves as much as they are the by-products of our own experiencing of these states of higher awareness.            

These were my reflections on our return hike today from Sorrow Falls (where only the head of the blue Buddha I placed there is now visible above the snow load). Chase and I were starting to shiver from the minus 20 C cold, and I was experiencing parallel kundalini. We had a final confirmation and closure to the hike by another drala spot, a huge half-dead grandfather I call the condo tree because of all the visible nesting holes. 

                                                          crow's guttural croak
                                                          atop the condo tree
                                                         HELLO HELLO HELLO



The creek bank by Sorrow Falls is full of mossy green 'spirit condos'. I don't know exactly which tribe or species of beings live there, but the above pic of moss loving dakini spirits sure looks like possible inhabitants of this sacred space. I found this pic New Year's Day Jan. 2016. 


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note: When Chase and I returned late this aft from hiking the same trails as described above, the following daily quote arrived courtesy of Michael Zizis. Synchronicity strikes again! - Chris



"The world is full of magical things patiently
waiting  for our wits to grow sharper.”

Bertrand Russell ~ Taurus

18 May 1872 / 2 February 1970 - British philosopher,
 logician, mathematician, historian, and social critic.


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waiting  for our wits to grow sharper.”


Tuesday, 27 December 2011

Hangin' with Bubo (great horned owl): shaman haibun





Hangin' with Bubo (virginiansis)

(Marmora, Ontario trails haibun  -  December 29th, 2004)




Another adventure on the trails of Ontario ... it was so bright yesterday (finally) that I decided to do my daily walk facing into the sun. Chose the snowmobile trail which runs behind the old quarry hamlet of Malone. The first kilometer of the trail is thru an avenue of cedars and white pine, which then opens to a mile-long straightaway across a swamp.

About a quarter of the way across the swamp I surprised two white-tailed deer approaching to browse. This is to be expected, as many trails are lined with sumac and various other seed-bearing appetizers. Unfortunately, the deer caught my scent, and they skipped back through the swamp to a thickly wooded hummock.




Bending bloodred clusters
for a future feast

I continued along the straightaway, stopping for several minutes to soak up much-needed vitamin D. Despite the brightness the day was bitterly cold, at least minus 15C. To keep warm I set a fast pace, and was just about bowled over by a brown and gray buzzbomb from the swamp! A great horned owl brushed within fifteen feet of me, unusual as they are night hunters. I intuited where he had landed in the thick brush on the other side of the trail. There he was, perched in the upper branches of a tree.




Solstice smudging rewards:
another new friend

I had the feeling he was also watching me very carefully, and I gave a thin high whistle to mimic a small rodent. He swivelled his head further towards me like Linda Blair in "The Exorcist". We stared at each other for at least five minutes, and I felt so crazy I held out my arm hoping he'd land on it.

Synchronicity again with the owl tribe. A few days earlier I'd placed a full-colour picture of Bubo virginiansis on my home altar. This was my third major visit from Bubo, and each visit was becoming longer and more intimate.




Ancient monk/warrior readies for fresh battle:
old ways returning

Wanting to mark Bubo's location, I noticed a skeletal stump in the swamp. I paced back to it so I could memorize the spot, and then I noticed an ancient metal number "9", like an address marker on it. Very curious.

Time to head back, and reluctantly I turned away from the sun. A haze of clouds was now hanging in the sky, and taking a last glance I saw something I'd never seen before - a huge rainbow was arcing from horizon to horizon forming a corona around the sun! After the deer and the owl I wasn't sure if this was a flashback, so I walked a few hundred yards without again looking towards the sun. Yes, it was a brilliant full rainbow, framing the sun! Sylvia told me that night these are called sundogs, or parhelions.




Buddha so beautiful
a veil is required


Chris Faiers/cricket



email from Dr. John, Oct. 19/14:


http://www.marmorahistory.ca/chris-faiers-poet

Great to hear the audio, in the flesh. Viva voce. In "Hanging with Bubo" you mention sundogs. Shamanic familiars et al. Brought me back to the cremation of Chogyam Trungpa in Barnet, Vermont in '87. The morning started cloudy. Then, as the ceremonies continued, things changed. The sky cleared to reveal a sundog, the classic manifestation at the cremation of a great master. Eagles flew over, all the signs. We, in the crowd, oohed and ahed. Is this CGI? (there was no CGI in those days). All the miracles were there. As in the new testament at the crucifixion. Not part of our scientific Western paradigm, but there it was. No LSD needed. Here's Alan Ginsberg's take:

http://www.tricycle.com/special-section/cremation-chogyam-trungpa-vidyadhara



Chris Faiers (home)   |   biography & bibliography   |   Eel Pie Dharma


This haibun is from my ZenRiver: Poems & Haibun
2008, Hidden Brook Press
isbn: 978-1-897475-25-6

a limited number of copies are available from me @$10 pp - signed if you wish - illuminated free  - also if you wish  (individually illustrated with coloured pen shaman drawings)
 

Wednesday, 14 December 2011

Formentera Island: Hippie Magick with the I Ching, 1971 (haibun)

For Conrad, who asked to hear more of my travels/travails. This is a chapter from my 1990 book: EEL PIE DHARMA - a memoir / haibun -  © 1990 Chris Faiers
about my 1971 visit to the Balearic Islands off Spain.

note: Tai Grove, publisher of Hidden Brook Press, plans to issue a new edition of this book next year with the updated title: Eel Pie Island Dharma.


Chapter 17 - Formentera

To escape the psychedelic nonsense of Eel Pie and the routine of the graveyard, I decided to visit the Balearic Islands in the Mediterranean Sea off Spain.  I caught a tourist flight to the island of Majorca, where the Holmes family took their vacations.  There I hooked up with some Spanish street kids, and together we caught a ferry to the hippie island of Ibiza.  After spending the night on a rocky beach, I decided to catch the ferry to the even more remote and mysterious island of Formentera:


Sleeping in ruins
    La Guardia's flashlight
         signals false dawn

By midday I was standing on the ferry's rolling deck eating fresh figs and watching the mountainous shape of Formentera come into focus.  After disembarking I walked the couple of miles up the straight and flat only road road into the main hamlet, which consisted of the bar Fonda Pepe, a hostel, a bakery and a couple of houses.

I wasn't to meet Mette, a Scandinavian girl I had met in Majorca, until the next evening, and so I set off to explore the island.  I met up with a German student on holiday, and he invited me back to his villa.  The only tourists to have discovered Formentera were the Germans, apart from itinerant artists and hippies from all over the world.  The student talked about psychology, and then he wanted to sunbathe nude.  I got a bisexual vibe, and politely made my exit as soon as I could.  I continued following the dirt track.  There was only the occasional farmhouse, and soon I reached the sea.

The path became more rocky and began to climb.  Finally it ended and I followed the hilly rim of the sea.  There were no houses now, and I walked some miles with the hypnotic sea crashing hundreds of feet below me.  It had been a day full of excitement and fresh sea air, and when I reached what seemed to be the highest and most remote part of the island, night was falling.  Luckily, I found a small cave in the cliffs, and tucking my possessions under my head, I fell asleep with my feet in the cave and my head on the ledge hundreds of feet above the Mediterranean.

The sun awoke me early on my perch, and when I looked down into the clear sea, I saw a shark lazily undulating by:


Below the cliffs
    shark undulating
         clear morning sea

I packed my things and wandered in the direction I hoped town to be.  I stopped at a well by a farmhouse, and the old farmer spoke enough English to hold a conversation.  He had been a merchant seaman, and had retired to the outback of Formentera, his home island.

After several hours of walking, I found my way back to Fonda Pepe, where I joined the international throng of hippies, writers, wanderjahr students and hip Spaniards.  We sat in a long, raggle-taggle line on the verandah outside the cafe, drinking beer we couldn't afford and chatting.  A full-bodied blonde hitchhiker from Germany seemed quite interested in this English hippie, but the cold sores around her mouth put me off.  We sat and drank with our feet on a little railing, watching the awesome sunset over the beautifully barren landscape of Formentera.

Later that evening Mette showed up, as good as her word.  We went off and rented a room in the pensione, where they made us keep our passports in their safe.

The next day we roamed around looking for a house to rent.  This was a dharma time for me, and I met an American who was about to return to the States.  He offered to let me rent the farmhouse he had been living in, as he still had a month's rent left.  I paid him a few hundred pesetas, and Mette and I prepared to move in the next day.  The farmhouse was a beautiful stone building, with a well in front and the name "Maria Jerome" painted over the front door.  There were only three rooms, a kitchen, a bedroom and a den with an open fireplace, but to us it was a mansion:


Wellwater
    constellations
         sesame seeds in honey

Maria Jerome faced one of the ubiquitous foot trails on the island.  There was a sparse forest across from the house, and the cottage itself was surrounded by its own fields, and the flower-filled fields of the neighbouring farmer.  The only other farmhouse was about two hundred yards away, and then a hilly vista of fields stretched all the way to the sea, about a mile and a half away.  On clear days you could even see Ibiza, and the "singing rocks" that stand guard that legend has Ulysses passed on his voyage where the sirens tried to lure his ship to ruin with their unearthly singing.

There was no runnning water, and the only toilet facilities were to squat by one of the rock fences that mazed around the house.  Propriety dictated that after shitting in the field, one covers on'e business with a rock.  A poem for the most enjoyable shits I have taken in my life:


FORMENTERA SHIT ASANA

Squatting in the ozone air
by the rock field fence
tiny perfect flowers at my feet

across the cool blue Med
the Siren Rocks of Ibiza
sing through these dancing butterflies

Mette and I moved into the cottage.  Even the name seemed a good omen, Maria Jerome being the Spanish equivalents of my mother's name, Marianne, and my brother's name, Jeremy.

We slept in the bedroom the first night, all rolled up in my sleeping bag.  Mette didn't seem horny, and didn't want a repeat of the drunken sex we'd had the night before in the pensione before leaving Fonda Pepe.  She sneezed and hacked and sneezed, and complained that her allergies couldn't stand the dust of the farmhouse.

So Mette moved back into the pensione by herself.  I was just as happy to be living in seclusion, and in a few days I acquired a couple of hippie roommates.  My second or third day in Maria Jerome I wandered the mile or so into the hamlet.  Coming towards me was the raunchiest, scraggliest hippie I had ever seen.  He probably looked like me.  He made a beeline for me, and when we said hello, it became apparent he was English.  Then one of the weirdest coincidences of my life happened.  Roger asked me if I had a place to put him up, and when I told him my name, his eyes opened wide and he pulled a scrap of paper from his dirty pockets.  My name was written on the scrap, and the address of the Eel Pie Hotel, and rough instructions on how to find the commune.

Amazingly, Roger had met California John in Amsterdam, and John had given him my name and the Eel Pie information and told him I would put him up in London.  Roger had changed his mind about going to London, and instead had made the long tour down the European coasts and then hitched across Spain, where he caught the mainland ferry for the Balearics.

While Roger was hitching south, I had decided to take the first vacation of my working career, and had taken a month's leave of absense from the Twickenham Cemetery, and also headed south.  And so this incredible coincidence, Roger and I meeting on this remote island in the middle of the Mediterranean Sea!  I was even able to fulfill California John's promise and give Roger a place to stay.  The I Ching was working its mysteries.

I spent several weeks living in Maria Jerome.  Some days I would walk into the little forest and chop up dead wood for our fires at night.  A husband and wife pair of travelling hippies also moved in, and one night we had a party with wine and candles and a blazing fire.  I remember running wild through the starry night and working off any chance of a hangover the next day.

Other days were spent reading and wandering.  An old American beatnik had settled on Formentera, and to eke out an existence, he had opened a nickel-a-day library of paperback books.  I discovered the works of Kurt Vonnegut, and you couldn't have chosen a better setting for reading his classics Sirens of Titan and Slaughterhouse Five, with the flights of fantasy and incredible coincidences and ironies that are Vonnegut's stock in trade.  I felt I was living a life as romantic and exciting as many of his characters.

Other coincidences happened, as well as finding Marie Jerome and Roger.  An American hippie I met at Fonda Pepe had dated a girl I had a crush on in high school, and I learned that she had gone on to become a fashion model.  He also moved into Maria Jerome for a few days.

Every day I threw the I Ching, and one day its message was "it is propitious to cross the waters".  I didn't question the meaning, as my idyll was due to come to an end.  I left Maria Jerome in the care of the other hippies, and walked the long, narrow path down to the ferry.




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Tuesday, 13 December 2011

Winter Solstice Smudging (haibun) - Chris Faiers/cricket



Winter Solstice Smudging 2005


Had a great smudging ceremony last nite, altho it's obviously more fun when Morley joins me. Stated the fire around 11 pm, & had to break a trail to the chiminea thru a foot of snow. I've gotten so good at starting winter fires, even when my wood is covered in snow, that I had the chiminea roaring in 10 minutes. Had a large, almost empty bottle of Pelee Island chiraz, & made several (many?) trips back inside to take a sip & get warm while I waited for midnite. It was by far the coldest of the 3 Solstice ceremonies so far.

At midnite I did my usual ritual ringing in the 4 points of the compass, & got to use my spiffy new Tibetan bell - great strong sound! Then smudged in incense & rich smoke from the white pine boughs I collected on Monday's hike. When I awoke this morning it took a second or 2 to realize the great smoky aroma was in my hair :) Always feel refreshed & purified after the Solstice ceremony. When I looked out the window at noon all the trees were covered in white hoarfrost!

Solstice morning:
smudge smoke in my hair
hoarfrost on every tree




Chris Faiers
"Cricket"